Do we have to say goodbye
Close my eyes to see it when the world gets dark
Got a memory of you I carry in my soul
I wrap it close around me when the nights get cold
If you asked me how I’m doin’ I’d say just fine
But the truth is baby, if you could read my mind Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you
After all this time you’re still with me it’s true - Not a day goes by. Lonestar.
I’ve been trying to stay positive and hopeful for quite some time now. I’ve been thinking that if I stay busy, time will pass faster and suddenly he will show up on our porch like nothing ever happened ! But days have past and months have gone. He’s still not here.
But today I couldn’t control my feelings anymore. I was over at grandma’s house and she had just got some pictures developed… and there I found pictures of her, Millie and Sixten just on the evening before he disappeard…and I bursted into tears !!! I could feel my hope slowly vanishing, as I realized that he’s been gone for almost 3 months. That’s way too long.
Sixten, Not a day goes by without you crossing my mind. I want to let you go, but I can’t. ‘Cause every cat I see, reminds me of you.
Where are you, and where have you been?
The thought of never seeing you again hurts, even if I feel blessed that I had you in my life, if only for a while. I hope you know that you were deeply loved. I hope you had a good life with us. Du fattas mig. Snälla kom hem igen.
juni 30th, 2008 at 10:43 e m
Usch vad ledsamt! Tänker på mina katter som dog ifjol, men jag har fortfarande inte fattat att de är borta. Hoppas att det fortfarande finns en chans att han är ngnstans.
…Och vad som än har hänt honom så är jag övertygad om att han inte kunnat ha det bättre än han hade det hos er!
juli 1st, 2008 at 8:30 f m